Eternal Amour which I believed has always meant ‘eternal, or endless love’. This has been a signification of what I have had and felt since meeting my now husband, Mike. We have been together since I was 18-years-old.
He represented an entirely new chapter in my life. This was provided to me by fate, also exactly what we both needed at the time. He was my soulmate from the beginning and always will be. I couldn’t imagine my life without him.
A year after we were together, he proposed to me in front of Cinderella Castle in Walt Disney World. However, this isn’t about our sappy love story, this is about my blog, website, and why I come today to explain how it was to be.
Eternal Amour, as I stated, meant endless love, which is what I have felt with him. It has been an entire chapter of my life that I don’t want to ever end. I have had this blog for about 13 years now. It has gone through all sorts of change! I have screenshots that I will someday upload when they’re easily accessible.
This blog has helped me through so many good and bad times. I have gone through raising two children, a few jobs, a whole lot of hardships, and a whole lot of amazing, unforgettable times.
I used to write like crazy. Almost every single day, it was a goal of mine to write something; whether it was a quick jot of what I had done and accomplished or an entire autobiography that I wrote at two in the morning while I was seventeen and restless, I’ve had a lot of words written here.
Everything written here in the years past has been archived. For my eyes only and never to be seen again by another person. I have had a few friends who have always been by my side to read along with what my life has thrown. They are my rocks. They know exactly who they are.
I would say in the past decade, even with a few breakdowns and deletions, including a few hard drive crashes, and system outages, I have managed to write over 900 entries in this dear ol’ blog. Some of those entries included over 13,000 words in just one post!
I’ve poured my heart and soul into this website. I have started a new and refreshed the entire thing more times than I can count. However, almost everything I have written here has been placed in safekeeping.
Sometimes, I like to look back in my life and recap and relive moments that I’ve shared here throughout the years. Other times, I cringe at how ungrateful and immature I was back then.
This has been a growing experience, nonetheless, and I’ve matured and grown just as I should, while this blog has not. This was at some point about making money and growing large. I find, however, that this is not what this blog meant to me. This was my sanctuary, my home, my life.
That is where it will continue. With a little more reserve, and a little less hardship and heartbreak. I am going to continue this blog – from the month of February and the year of 2019. This blog will be renewed into something brand new once again.
I have an entirely new outlook on life. I have a good prognosis as to what I am doing with my life, my goals, and my route to take. It’s not going to be easy, and it’s going to be very hard in aspects, but I’m willing to continue sharing that story with you.
So, join me on a new journey… one that isn’t private and hidden from the world because I am hiding. One that isn’t about negativity and heartache. No, this time it will be a chance to start over and actually blossom. This isn’t going to be my diary anymore. This is going to be my livelihood.
I do hope you like the brand new, Eternal Amour.