Monday, August 6, 2018 at 7:40 pm
[Work] 9:15 am until 6:18 pm
I received my official "Nikki Todorovich" nametag on my cubical today. ♥ <br /> I took off the next day off tomorrow for a much needed personal day to figure out what the heck my mind/body needs. I think I'll be taking these a few occasionally - self care days
[Hours Worked] 9:15 am - 6:18 pm <br /> [Break] 11:48 am <br /> [Lunch] 2:09 pm - 3:09 pm (I had cake)
Make it through the entire day without leaving work early whatsoever! ✔ I did it!
8:03 hours total.
Total hours this week: 16:03 hours, as of tomorrow
I made it the entire day at work without leaving. I also didn't ask for any exceptions for a day off. I took off on a day that had time available.
You do not need to be perfect, just be present! Do your best. That's all they can ask!
[No Money Spent]
1:59 hours total.
I don't even know anymore.
Took a day off for self-care because I felt that it was important for my own mental health. work wasn't even stressing me out. I just personally thought 8 hours in over a weeks time for sleep is doing things to me.
Took a day off. Plan on just engrossing myself in what *I* need to get done. Something that will help to clear my mind of things that need to be completed.
I’m so confused as to what is going on with my body/life/etc. I’m so sick of using Bipolar as an excuse to how I am feeling, “Oh, I’m not sleeping, I must be manic.” I am not manic, in fact, I feel very non-manic… maybe I’m one of those really good forms of mania where you don’t do anything spontaneous, or ill-advising, or detrimental. I’m working alright. I’m not sleeping. I’m not exhausted. I’m getting a ton of projects started and then completed, slightly overwhelming, but not mind racing. My mind is very clear.
I haven’t felt like this since, either while I was pregnant with Mikhail or prior to the pregnancy. It’s very hard to explain. I really don’t know how to explain it.
Tomorrow; I have a personal day off work. I need it. I have no idea what I’m going to use my time on.
Am I going to stay up until 3-4 am working very hard on my quiet work on my computer? I mean, I could. That would be perfectly ok with me. I could then sleep in, or wake up when Mike’s alarm goes off and get up at five, no matter what time I went to bed. I kinda want to go to the basement and help Mike clean it up. Maybe I could do that with a cup of coffee and some headphones. Get some laundry done and get the basement cleaned. That would be an idea. I could crank that out. Make it look better at least done, then perfect later. Completion, not perfection has become my mantra.
I’ll keep you all updated what ends up happening.
I just had an off day. I shouldn’t have been at work. Calls weren’t bad, but I shouldn’t have been taking them. Ironically enough, even with all the time I was in not ready, I bet you that my times are more improved than I have done in a long time!