Why is the struggle so hard for *me*?
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Tuesday, September 11, 2018
I really don’t know how to explain it. I feel like I struggle so much more than the average being. I feel like I hurt harder. I love harder. I get sad more so than anyone else. The only thing I don’t ever get is
Read more.Self Love Isn’t Easy
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Monday, September 10, 2018
… so this brand new blog is supposed to be about self-love, however, the majority of this blog is about the negativity in my life. I think that’s due to the fact that I use this blog as an outlet. This is going to be
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Stigma Does NOTHING for Self Love
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Sunday, September 9, 2018
Let me tell you, it wasn’t until recently did I think Stigma was something I would have to deal with. I’ll save you a whole lot of hassle and a lot of my whining to sum it up to this: two doctor’s visits – one
Read more.Once Again, I Need Fixing…
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Saturday, September 8, 2018
I am in need of a major overhaul in my life. I am very much a black/white thinker. I am either going to achieve this in the time frame I see fit, or I’ll give up. I’m a bad place. I truly believe I’m a
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Embrace, Love, Be Kind… to Yourself.
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Thursday, September 6, 2018
A.M. Post Until I get back on a normal sleep schedule, I am going to try to do this: I am going to write the beginning of my blog in the morning to write my intentions for the day. In the evening I’m going to come
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Tension’s in the Air
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Wednesday, September 5, 2018
Long story short, work is hard to handle when you’re going through a ridiculous list of symptoms and side effects of withdrawing from medication(S) at once. people are quitting left and right. This is to be expected because they are temps, however, we shouldn’t be losing
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“Take A Day”
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Monday, August 27, 2018
I have no idea what the hell is happening to me. I follow up that statement with this first: I have a doctor appointment on Wednesday. Here are the current symptoms that I’ve currently experienced: high heart rate = > 130 which prompted me to rush Mike
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It’s Not Being Ruled Out
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Thursday, August 23, 2018
Work was so incredibly frustrating today. Gonna copy and paste the gist of what happened from Facebook: Just frustrated. They knew for weeks my name was changing and I’ve ALWAYS had problems with my information be in the system so things like this always go
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Change Really Is Sometimes Very Good
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Thursday, August 23, 2018
Abbreviated entry… I went to work around 8 am. I wanted plenty of time to make my desk just right for my functionality. I signed in and realized they began and confirmed my name
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ADD and a Review
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Tuesday, August 21, 2018
Today was a complete and utterly exhausting day. Of course, I got my usual three to four hours of sleep total. Not only that, but I had a huge review today. It wasn’t even huge, it was a monthly review but that was going to
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Ask, You Shall Receive…
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Monday, August 20, 2018
I’ve been really slacking in this part of the blog and it was simply because of this… I don’t want to censor myself. I want to talk about the shit that has happened at work and my family and everything else without having to worry
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