Happy Thanksgiving
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Blah, I came here to write… I woke up a little after 5 am. Typically, I’ve been waking up around 3-5 am depending on how pressing matters are hitting my head. I guess I don’t have anything to write today. No updates at work. I
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I guess … Some Updates?
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60 lbs gone since last year, cannot complain about that. I did gain a little bit back after swapping from hyper to hypothyroidism. My all over the place otherwise. My thyroid has improved but I don't have a whole lot to report of the good/bad
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I fucked up
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Needless to say, I had a terrible, horrible, no good, very bad day... Between med changes and everything else that is going on in my life it's no wonder why my hair is falling out a rapid rate.
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∞♥; Pressing Matters
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I had absolutely such pressing matters that I absolutely had to wake up at two in the morning to do them. So here I am, writing a blog post to take these pressing matters off my mind to try to move on to get a
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happy planner, frankenplanner
••• Mania
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Mania… everything is like a roller coaster ride. It’s the scariest, longest ride I’ve been on and I have been on a lot of roller coaster rides in my lifetime. This one is different, it feels induced almost. Like I am purposely being put on this scary
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My Little Table.
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*Big Yawn* Holy cow. I actually slept last night. I took my meds around eight o’ clock and went to rest around nine thirty. I finally said enough was enough. I need to stop staying up until after eleven thinking I’m going to miss out
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Mad Woman
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I am exhausted. Honestly, once again, I’ve hit a point where I don’t even know how I am functioning anymore, and here I am, running circles around the people at work. Let me *quickly* explain. Yesterday, I felt like acting-supervisor. “If she ____, make the
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#Unplugged (Day 3)
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I have no idea how that habit thing is gonna show up… if it looks REALLY funky while you read this… just bear with me while I figure out wtf I’m doing. I’m actually exhausted. I’ve been up since 5 am. I’ve done of stuff
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#Unplugged
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It took me 22 minutes to write everything you see above. Phew! I added to write the boxes first so I have no excuse to fill them up first, motivation to give the ‘gist’ of what happened for the day so once I finally got
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Was only able to muster up 3 years…
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… I went through my blog – only the psych of things and was able to only muster up the three years I had available. The first three years of treatment, which let’s be honest, are the most important. They were when I changed medication
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I like this type of ‘w/e’ I have…
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*big breaths* Ok, Nik, focus. We’re gonna do this without the help of a program that allows you to ONLY focus on one thing at once – yes, that’s a thing. It’s amazing. I have to summarize this because my mind is ALL over the
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Notes for new psych (sorry about editing)
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DX: Bipolar I Disorder Anxiety Disorder Obsessive Compulsive Disorder   Bipolar symptoms: Hypo-manic: highly functional. Very productive, able to get a lot of requirements and responsibilities taken care. (or could this be ‘normal’) Sleep about 6-8 hours a night. Excel at work and very project
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